*i'm a boomerange..doesn't matter how you throw me...turn around and i'm back in the game..even better than the old me.

i really should be studying right now. or sleeping. but in some way the computer always tends to distract me.

update.

revive your soul of its hibernation,
don't lose your sense of simple admiration:
see the beauty of the world around you
feel the warmth of the sun as it shines above you.
possibilities thrive in the realm of each day
just open your heart, don't shy away.
embrace the wonder and complexities of the life that's your own
embark on the journey, face the unknown.

So here I am, staring at the moon tonight
Wondering how you look in this light
Maybe you're somewhere thinking about me, too
To be with you... there's nothing I wouldn't do

And I can't imagine two worlds spinning apart,
Come together eventually
And when we finally meet I'll know it's right
I'll be at the end of my restless road
But this journey, it was worth the fight
To be with you
-David Archuleta

i'm north and south, and i'll probably never have it all figured out. but what i know is i wasn't meant to walk this world without you. and i promise i'll try, yeah, i'm gonna try to give you every little part of me, every single detail you missed with your eyes.

According to Greek mytholgy, humans were originally created with four arms, four legs, and a head with two faces. Fearing their powers, Zeus split them into two parts; condemning them to spend the rest of their lives in search of their other halves

Everyone has a certain part of their lives, where they truly wish they could just freeze time. Whether it was three years ago, today, or still to come. Whether it was just a moment, a whole day, or a whole summer. Everyone has a time in their life, when they wish everything would just stop. The world would stop turning, & people would stop changing. Because to them, at that time, everything was perfect.

I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons.

And maybe we'll never know most of them.
But even if we don't have the power to choose where
we come from,
we can still choose
where we go from there.
we can still do things.
And we can try to feel okay with them.

I always wonder what crosses your mind when your eyes meet mine.

Perhaps they are not stars,
but rather openings in heaven
where the love of our lost ones pours through
and shines down upon us to let us know they are happy.

We waste a lot of time running after people we could have caught by just standing still.

thats allll.

=]

*Just keep me stuck inside your head like your favorite tune..

First random entry in a while..=]

being beautiful is more than how many boys you can get to look at you or how much makeup you can wear. it's about what you live for. it's about what defines you. it's about the heart that you have and what makes you special. it's about those little quirks that make you, you. it's about going against the flow and living out what you honestly think, and that is a beautiful thing.

No matter what anyone tells you there's someone out there who is made to wake up next to you every morning

you hit me with the truth, and honestly, i think a bus would've hurt less.

There comes a time in life when you have to let go of all the pointless drama and the people who create it, and surround yourself with the people who make you laugh so hard you forget the bad and focus solely on the good. After all, life is too short to be anything but happy.

when the world gets cold, it only makes you more solid… i learned that from water.

Have you ever wanted to believe in something so badly, but you just couldn't ignore the voice in the back of your mind saying, "It's not true"?

"i sat there and watched through the foggy window as the snow slowly turned everything beautiful, wondering if i went outside and stood there long enough; if i let the falling phenomenon do its magic and cover all of my imperfections with a film of sparkling white, would it be possible for it to render me beautiful too?"

Because that's what people do... they leap and hope to God they can fly cause otherwise, we just drop like a rock... wondering the whole way down why in the hell did I jump? But here I am… falling. There's only one person that makes me feel like I can fly… it’s you.

when you crave him more than anything else you've ever craved before and when people talk about him, or when someone who has the same name as him and you get that feeling in your gut that’s absolutely indescribable and you think about him in every context of every way, you’re in love.

You have to believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said it'd be easy. They just promised that it would be worth it

i never regret anything that has happened to me in my life, whether it is
making a bad choice, deciding to do something i shouldn't have, saying
the wrong thing or not doing something i should have done... because
all of these things have given me the knowledge i have today and helped
make me who i am today... and that is one thing i will never regret.

Cory- it’s an interesting feeling, you know?
Shawn- what, knowing its over?
Cory- no, being the only guy in the world who knows its not.

After a while, you just can't cry anymore. You just have to believe that what happens in what's supposed to happen, and well, you can't change that even if you tried. So just dry the tears and hope that tomorrow will be a better day.

well. that cured some of the boredom of this night. =]

smile lots!

*turn up the lights in here baby...extra bright i want ya'll to see this..*

 well. i changed the look. cause i wanted a posting calendar. and the top crap is spanish..i'm not sure how to change it. oh well..

The easiest way to stop giving a fuck, is to never start

Your approval is not desired or required, so if you talk about me, heres some advice,
click your heels together and wish you had a life.

There's a story behind every person. There's a reason why they're the way they are. They aren't just like that because they want to be. Something in the past created them, and sometimes it's impossible to fix.

Don’t quit because something went wrong. Quit because you tried your hardest and nothing made it better.

So tell me the color of the sky up above. Paint me a picture of the things that make you smile.
Show me your fears and what you're dreaming of.

People say you don’t know what you’ve got ‘till its gone. Truth is, you knew what you had; you just thought you’d never lose it.

If there’s one thing you should never lose, it’s yourself, your personality. It makes you who you are, it will always take you far, and if you ever question yourself, don’t; because you are who you are.

When you're struggling with something, look at all the people around you and realize that every single person you see is strauggling with something, and to them, it's just as hard as what you're going through.

So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be.

No matter how often we talk, or how far away we are, you're still one of my favourite people; always have been and always will be.
[[Jawgeena McGibney]]

I had the best dream about you today. The best part was, it wasn't a dream.

well. that is all. whoo.

=]

hi. thanks for the comments! =]

i discovered this song. its called "Bust Your Windows" by Jazmine Sullivan.
so i'm gonna put it on here as quotes..except for their really lyrics. ha.

I bust the windows out your car
And no, it didn't mend my broken heart
I'll probably always have these ugly scars
But right now, I don't care about that part

I bust the windows out your car
After I saw you laying next to her
I didn't wanna but I took my turn
I'm glad I did it ?cause you had to learn

I must admit it helped a little bit
To think of how you'd feel when you saw it
I didn't know that I had that much strength
But I'm glad you see what happens when

You see you can't just play with people's feelings
Tell them you love them and don?t mean it
You?ll probably say that it was juvenile
But I think that I deserve to smile

I bust the windows out your car
You know I did it cause I left my mark
Wrote my initials with a crowbar
And then I drove up into the dark

I bust the windows out your car
You should feel lucky that was all I did
After 5 whole years of this bullshit
Gave you all of me and you played with it

I must admit it helped a little bit
To think of how you'd feel when you saw it
I didnt know that I had that much strength
But Im glad you see what happens when

You see you can't just play with people's feelings
Tell them you love them and don?t mean it
You probably say that it was juvenile
But I think that I deserve to smile

But it dont come back to my broken heart
You could never feel how I felt that day
Until it happens, baby, you don?t know pain

Oh yeah, I did it, you should know it
I ain?t sorry, you deserved it
After what you did to me
You deserved it, I ain?t sorry no, no

You broke my heart, so I broke your car
You caused me pain, so I did the same
Even though what you did to me was much worse
I had to do something to make you hurt

Oh, but why am I still crying?
Why am I the one who?s still crying?
Oh, oh, you really hurt me, baby
You really, really hurt me, baby

Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey
Now, watch me you
Now, watch me you
I bust the windows out your car

well. thats all. hope you enjoyed it. =]

FIRST UPDATE SINCE...THE LAST ONE..ha..WHICH WASSS...SEVEN MONTHS AGO AND SOME ODD DAYS. WHOO!

*I've got to let you know your never gonna be alone from this moment on..if you ever feel like letting go..i won't let you..

 I don't think that i know how to work this new set up..

I can't promise to fix all your problems but I can
promise you won't have to face them alone.

You followed your heart. That's what you're supposed to do. That's what life's about.

Dreams feel real while we’re in them. It’s only when we wake up that we realize something was actually strange.

Be with someone who knows what they have when they have you.

Sometimes it's good to show that you're stupid, pathetic, and crazy so that you will know who will stand by you and to find out those who are just using you.

If we deny love that is given to us, if we refuse to give love because we fear pain or loss, then our lives will be empty, our loss greater.

When you think about me, I hope your heart stops.

Honestly, I could sing you a song. But I don't think words could express your beauty.

He was the brightest firefly in my jar.

You are beautiful. Black, white, gay, straight, bisexual. Whether you are smart or quiet or impossibly in love with your best friend, someone out there cherishes your smile and gets butterflies when you walk into a room. Someone out there can’t stop thinking about you. You Are Beautiful. Don’t ever believe differently.

 well, I figured it out. yay!...maybe someone will read this? if not. it helped my boredom for a little bit.

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